Hello pepek and konek.

I'm actually not in the mood at all.

I don't know lah kan. As days goes by , me and khairul are falling apart.

His friends are much much more important for him i guess.

but with this people around , I'm very much happy (:

Love laughing with them and eating with them at recess.

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I don't get you anymore.

You are not the one I once knew.

Seriously , what have you become ?

Are you proud of what you've done ?

When you answer my call , you will surely say " nak aperhh lahh ? "

haiish. Saket haty.

It's heartbreaking okay for the way you're treating me.

Do you think I love it ?

Oh ya , my life is just a joke to you right ? oh okay.

What happen to the old and sweet you huh ?

I just miss you so much )':

best ah siol haryhary nanges untok kau.

best gilerh.

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awww , Deanna cheer me up.

thankyou adek. I love you so much much much taw (:

My cutest stalker. haha.

She's the greatest okay ?

She's always there to put a smile on our face infront of our handphone screen. haha.

Even EVERYTIME when you're with her (:

i love you , adeq (:

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This week , I cried alot.

but I cry behind close door.

I don't want to cry when it's schooling.

I don't want girlfys to worried about me.

Cause' when I cry , I don't feel like talking about it.

I cry when I'm alone.

I did cry onthephone with khairul.

But whats the use ?

The only thing he could say is , " bye "

When he hears me crying , that word will be spoken by him.

And he tends to repeat it.

I just want the old you , bby ):

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Whats the use when you're nice to me only on my birthday but other days you treat me like a noheartperson ? haiish.

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When the clock strikes 12midnight on 4 february , I'm gonna make a wish which no one will ever know. but I'm sure that wish will never come true (':