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So hard to move on .
Letting go everything i'm grabbing .
As i see th photo of us , tears will roll down .
I miss Deenah , Hakim , Fuadd , Apit , Nadd and Naff ]:
I need to hug them a.s.a.p
They're like my real siblings .
But i can't get near them .
I'm listening to what mummy says ,
" Be a good girl . Many parents are hating me . They said i'm teaching their child nonsence things "
As for my leave , i know some may not believe that i'm really leaving .
and i am confident that someone or two is fed up with me ,
I known you guys already [':
Especially [ you ] .
My patience is not reaching anywhere [:
I'll not fight back for anything .
I'm trying to quit smoking .
I'll open my pierce sooner or later .
Th keypad of these laptop are wet .
All cause of my teardrops .
I'll miss you guys .
haish , mummy , i'll be a goodgirl . i'll promise .
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Changing number soon .