I miss you , y'know )':

Just got my itouch back. And I looked through our pictures. The picture when you lick my face. Haha )': I miss every single moment with you. I can't stop thinking about you. Every song I hear, it will always have a link to you. I miss you, so much. I still remember when I told you how much I like balcony and you said " Nanti kalau dah besar and kiter kawin, kiter beli rumah ader balcony k ? " Ergh, i miss you , i miss you , i miss you ! You're not like any other guy. If I had one wish, I wish you would be back with me and live happily ever after )': but I know you wouldn't want that wish. I know I'm no one to you now. You are still somebody to me. And that is, my greatest gift that have ever happened in my life. I am so quiet nowadays. When I saw you the other time, I pretend to smile and laugh with my friends but deep down, it's tearing me apart. I miss you, A LOT. )': I still think about you. The other day, I slack near your house and I cried. Cause I remember the place, sang nila utama and mok sesat. I'm sure people who are reading will go like " Aper sia mok sesat ? " See, only you and me understand OUR language. Haish. I'm not trying to tell people you're the bad guy. I'm mostly the bad girl here. I'm just typing all this stuff here cause you have no handphone and I can't tell you how much i miss you, i need you and how much i still love you. Every time I take taxi and if the taxi drive pass your house, I will always stare at your balcony hoping to see you there or something. I realise all my mistake. I didn't took care of you well. I always hurt you, make you cry. I am sorry. )': I am just suffering without you. )': I want you back, baby. )':