please make me strong again. Please make me smile like how I use to smile last time. I want to be cheerful like how I used to be. Is this all a test you're giving me ? If it is, I can't stand it anymore. I can't handle it anymore. You saw it yourself. Till I fall sick and warded to hospital. I'm not strong enough to face all this. You make me love him so much, maybe too much. You knew all this is going to happen right ? So please, I beg you, I pray to you, please, make my life abit brighter. I can't help it living this way.
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I read back my past post. I was so strong back then. But now, what happened to me ? :'(
