I'm still smiling. One boy can't bring me down. \m/

You should know I've been patient enough. You should know I've tolerate enough. I know I've lied to you about something. I'm sorry. I feel ashame texting or calling you again even though it was just a small lie. I love you, with all my life. But what did I get in return ? I cried, my heart tore apart. You say my attitude is like *someone*. You say I've changed. You've changed too! You said things I never even say. You only see my negative side. I cry EVERY NIGHT for you. I spent so much on you. Well, fuck it. All the scoldings and bullshits you give me, I put it aside. I just hope you will be mine soon. But you know what, I'm moving on. I don't get anything from you. I try to understand how miserable your life is. But you don't have to be mean all the time. I have feelings too! Remember that. Sapersaper terase, kao peyh pasal urh.