Whatsuup ! okay lame .

Today school was fine .

Had to run 2.4 . Fed up siow !

The P.E teacher tak kasi chance seh .

Of course , I walk . Didn't run .

Whateverfor ?

It's not even napfa test . haha .

In fact , I hate running .

Aku lari burok seyh ! Sumpah burok .

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I miss Biie .

I'm upset with him . Very very upset .

I don't feel that he loves me anymore .

Seriously , it's gone like *poof* .

I sacrifice alot of things eh for him .

Yet he's like this .

Don't want to say much .

.

Don't remind me when's my birthday .

I don't wish to know and care .

Even my dad don't even knows when it is .

My mum's working fullshift .

Siblings working till late night .

I wish to be with my family .

And yet , everyone don't even care and take note of it .

They always said , " Alah , postpone on 7th sudahh "

7th is NOT my actual birthday .

It's another human birthday .

Friends are having something at school till what time i don't know .

Biie never keep his promises .

Fuck this year .

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I feel like crying .

I'm not important to anyone anymore .

I don't share my problems as I don't want anyone to know it .

Girlfyys saw how moody I am nowadays .

Sorry dearest .

My life has turned upside down .

I'm not myself .

Although I have everything in life , my family is missing .

Have a boyfriend which doesn't care .

He thinks my life is a joke to him .

why can't anyone see I'm suffering ?

ahhhhhh )': yuyu , stop .

.

byebye )':

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Don't wish me anything on 4 feb 2010 .

It's just a normal date .