Hello people .

Just finish business at toilet . syiok .

Spent 15minutes at the toilet bowl .

And the mean time , I sang Majulah Singapura .

LOL . cute perh aku . huaaak ~

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Today after school , followed Yatz and Faridl to rc .

Biie told me to follow them as he will come there soon too .

I know the whole story about Biie now .

Sabar jerh keyh biie ?

Biar orng buat kiterh , jgnn kiterh buat orng .

Meanwhile , while we were waiting for Biie to come , which took about 2 hours ,

we joke around and talk .

Deanna came at around 4 .

I miss her , i swear i miss that DeeTot . haha .

We talk back about her memories and share it with Yatz and Arid .

Funny laaaaaah ! haha .

I laugh like orang gila cause' i want to avoid from being sad .

Biie arrive just soon enough .

Slack for awhile . I sent Deanna home .

After that , all of us went home too .

Yatz and Arid took 176 .

Me and Biie took 947 .

Biie came my house . Watch tv .

Then go eat at Air Pasang .

Punye laah pedas mee goreng dierhh .

but nice ! :D

I sent Biie to bustop .

I wanted to share something with him but 187 arrive .

haish .

I did get to talk to him on the phone about the something .

I cried , of course .

Biie cool me down . Maybe he'll take me after school tomorrow .

I hope so . haiish .

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Met Yati just now .

Accompany her to Watson and bought bubble tea .

I shared some problems with her .

She gave me some advise .

Thanks dearest Girlfyy .

She too share some problems with me .

I listen and gave her some tips too .

Friends do help each other kan ? (:

ily laah !

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I don't know why I'm feeling this way .

You guys seems to look down on me .

I tried my best to change . Yet you never even understand .

What's the meaning of Friendship ?

Can anybody answer that for me ?

Sometimes I don't wish to speak whats on my mind .

You guys hurt my feelings , didn't gave me a chance to show that I'll change .

I tried my best not to hurt you guys .

But sometimes , you went overboard .

I have alot to say whats on this head of mine .

When Im mad at you guys , I don't speakup .

I keep it to myself .

I can leave anytime I want to .

but I don't want cause' you've help me alot .

Have you guys ever think of my feelings ?

Answer that yourself .

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I cried when I told Biie the problems I'm facing at school .

He felt pity .

I met Yati and cried .

Why do people look down on me ? )':

Last year is last year story .

Its true what Yati said ,

" Friendship is not among a group of people . It's among all the friends we have . "

My heart ache when I come to school .

Sometimes I tend to shut up .

Diam salah , Bbual salah .

I just don't get it .

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bye .

I miss that girl which I went to kindergarden with .